Do you ever think back to a year ago and think about how you never imagined your life to be the way it is now? I'm currently in that state. 

A year ago I was incredibly happy with a boyfriend whom I talked about sharing a future with. I was finishing my first semester of college with A's. Not to mention I had my eyes set on OU. The reality was my boyfriend at the time wanted to move on when we moved to Norman. I ended up hating the state of Oklahoma and I'm not back living with my parents trying to figure out what exactly my plans are going to be for the fall. Boy oh boy have ended up somewhere I never thought I would. If i think about it for too long it starts to rattle me. I'm working and going to school currently. I have faith that I will get to where I want to be. I KNOW with effort and time it will all work out.

side thought: I'm really happy that I've kept these posts from 2 years ago. I get to see where my head was. Very intriguing. 

xx

MOTTO

"The Art of Courtley Love"

1. Marriage is no real excuse for not loving.
2. He who is not jealous cannot love.
3. No one can be bound by a double love.
4. It is well known that love is always increasing or decreasing.
5. That which a lover takes against the will of his beloved has no relish.
6. Boys do not love until they reach the age of maturity.
7. When one lover dies, a widowhood of two years is required of the survivor.
8. No one should be deprived of love without the very best of reasons.
9. No one can love unless he is propelled by the persuasion of love.
10. Love is always a stranger in the home of avarice.
11. It is not proper to love any woman whom one would be ashamed to seek to marry.
12. A true lover does not desire to embrace in love anyone except his beloved.
13. When made public love rarely endures.
14. The easy attainment of love makes it of little value: difficulty of attainment makes it prized.
15. Every lover regularly turns pale in the presence of his beloved.
16. When a lover suddenly catches sight of his beloved his heart palpitates.
17. A new love puts an old one to flight.
18. Good character alone makes any man worthy of love.
19. If love diminishes, it quickly fails and rarely revives.
20. A man in love is always apprehensive.
21. Real jealousy always increases the feeling of love.
22. Jealousy increases when one suspects his beloved.
23. He whom the thought of love vexes eats and sleeps very little.
24. Every act of a lover ends in the thought of his beloved.
25. A true lover considers nothing good except what he thinks will please his beloved.
26. Love can deny nothing to love.
27. A lover can never have enough of the solaces of his beloved.
28. A slight presumption causes a lover to suspect his beloved.
29. A man who is vexed by too much passion usually does not love.
30. A true lover is constantly and without intermission possessed by the thought of his beloved.
31. Nothing forbids one woman being loved by two men or one man by two women.

                                  BY: Andrea Capellanus

            
             I adore this. This just proves that love is universal. Love never changes. No matter
             where you are, who you are, who you love, or what you love everyone still experiences it.
             What an amazing feeling.

xx

           

Blogging my stress away.

 

New York is slowly creeping up on me.. Seems like yesterday I was having to say goodbye to him.

Mehhh, I've been working my a$$ off to have tons of shopping money for NYC. At this point, I'm not sure what emotion to feel. What if it brings back all of the emotions that I've been trying to cover for so long?

NOT to mention.. I have a few mhmm. #PyschoExProbs

Hayden and I agreed to stay civil through the breakup but it turns out it's easier said than done. Unfortunately Hayden needs to learn how to control his anger.. Being single means I'm allowed to see other people. He doesn't quite understand that concept.

ANYWAYS. that subject can definitely ruin the good vibes.

Time is flying, I still have no idea which college I want to attend. OSU is my number one but unfortunately they don't have my specific major. *tear*

I'm praying that I figure everything out..ASAP. I'm literally driving myself and everyone else crazy with my moody temper tantrums. My Poor fam/friends are forced to put up with me! muhah! (Evil laugh)

&& While I'm on this little rant I got a ticket for speeding AND failure to show my drivers license this morning. I had to pick up my aunt from the airport, i didn't think i was going to need my purse. I rolled out of bed and was on my way.. I'll admit.. I was speeding... A lot. (Sorry Dad!)

okay! Okay! Really, on to positive things.

I'm LOVING this weather, but unfortunately my skin isn't! I'm on a hunt for sensitive skin products. If anyone has any suggestions, help ya girl out!

The Texas State Fair is here.. I've never been, feel free to send me some fatty fried foods. That's been known to bring a girl out of a rut. I'll pretend like i didn't eat a pint of rocky road last night.

Sorry for the nagging/b*tching. Moral Of the post, Sleep is over-rated and I do the best thinking at night! This week is going to be better than the last!

Happy Monday! Muah!

xx

Had a better than WONDERFUL weekend with Dylan. He's such a sweetheart. We didn't really do much seeing it poured in Dallas ALL weekend.  We Celebrated his dad's birthday with cake a presents on Saturday night. He was the sweetest grandparents! I'm so Glad I got to meet them.

Thanks to the new ios6 update, I can now take Panoramic pictures!

Don't you love his scarf?  He's the original Hiptster!

Other that than that, I didn't really do much. Just stayed in and watched movies. I can't wait until my bestfriend (mhmmm) comes back to visit!

xx